well hello peoples its been awhile since i updated lets see what i have to say i got a job i work for Verizon as an independent contractor school's comming up taking 12 hours on academic probation so that means time to be serious about school thats what i have to say now these are my thoughts i have never noticed how many things i take for granted until it comes smacking me in the face i use to always feel bored incomplete and just plain lazy now that i have a job it doesn't force me to straighten up i choose to now i feel a whole lot better about myself there are so many people in this world that i look up to my bro's for instance they each have there calling in life and they pursue it happily and proudly My PC he always has these dreams and ambitions that makes him strive to be better for himself and the people around him he never lets you feel useless my PC is a great guy a great bro and a great friend i'm not saying this just to get on his good side either i just realizied how much he wants to help and how much he wants to make you better than you are my other bro's each one of them with there own ambitions Potter graduating early getting a good internship and having a strong investment in stocks and other things Chun Li just being himself making sure that his parents are happy and his girlfriend is happy he's one of the best bro's you can ever have Pinto damn this mexican is funny working so he can provide for himself never asking for much always making the best out of everything Disco Stu striving to prove others wrong striving for himself and his family, getting into medical school for himself, his own will his own way Skeet being a bro a true bro always there to critque and give you advice to make you laugh just to have fun, but always making you think now thats a bro Turtle man he's just hilarious his dedication though is not something to laugh about he makes you think makes you wonder why do it and then in the end your realize you hold your own answer Orgasmo a bro that just amazes you his dedication and going up and beyond for himself and the fraternity is just truly amazing dependable no matter what, funny even when he's not trying to its great Kool Aid always a laugh when he's around but you know he will be there for you no matter what i bro indeed the charter class although we didn't pledge together just being on the other side makes it to being like a family all on its own My big bro's and sis's their ambition for me to finish was more than enough their dedication towards the frat and the sorority was more then enough to show me what it means to rush to pledge to cross but after all that i sit here type wondering who will give a damn and read it read how wonderful it is to be apart of Lambda's and i wonder what people think about me i just want others to be happy i hope i can be there for them i hope people know they can count on me i wonder if anyone has good thoughts it makes you wonder Toad | 
